At His Own Weak Hands
A Dream Once Banished
Now Completely Perished
And here I am

I love you
I love you so much
I love you
I love you too much
And no more can I breathe
And no more can I live
Without thinking of you every sec
I can’t concentrate
I can’t appreciate
Life but what the heck
Coz I love you so much
And I love you too much
But you
Don’t love
You
Don’t care
You have left
I in despair
I can’t live no more, coz you have gone away
My life has no sense for me
Forget you? No way
Coz I love you so much
And I love you too much
And no matter what you do
You can’t stop my love for you
So I beg you oh god I beg you
For you darling to love me too
Coz no matter what you do
You can’t stop my love for you
Coz I love you so much
And I love you too much

Well, a year has passed
And I'm still here
And nothings changed
Not you, not my feelings dear
And it's a year
Since you have gone
And I’m alone
I have no one
And I always feared
That you would go
What to do
I still don't know
Memories
They don't help but burn me more
I still dream
That you'll walk through the door
Or I will wake
This has all been a dream
A nightmare
All I’ve heard and all I’ve seen
So each night
I pray, oh god I pray
And every morning
That today won't be like yesterday
That you will call
And say you love me too
But oh no
How can I forget you?
And it’s a year
And I sometimes still see you
I just look
I don’t know what to do
I’ve tried it all
To make this pain go away
But it just
Gets worse everyday
And I said
And I will always tell you
In my dreams
That I only love you
It’s a year
And I hope change will come fast
That you come back
Or this year will be my last
I'm sorry for loving you
For wanting you
For trapping you
For letting myself be trapped
And I'm sorry for feeling at all
For caring at all
For being at all
For loving you so much
Can you forget
Coz I can't
Can you forgive
Coz I have
I'm trapped
No way out
No matter what I do, How much I shout
How much I cry, How much I beg
No matter what
It's over
And I'm trapped
Forever
I thought I’ve gotten over you
Now I know that isn’t true
When will your memory leave me?
When will my heart believe me?
That it’s over and I’ve lost you
But my heart says I don’t trust you
She’ll come back you just wait
Coz you and her, well it’s just fate
And I sit here feeling so cold
So alone, coz I’ve been told
That I’m her love no more, no more
And every part of my body’s sour
Coz I gave all of my heart to her
To lose her the thought I cannot bear
So although my mind tells me forget those days
My heart smiles at me and says
She’ll come back you just wait
Coz you and her, well it’s just fate
Said the Eye one day, "I see beyond these valleys a mountain veiled with blue mist. Is it not beautiful?"
The Ear listened, and after listening intently awhile, said, "But where is any mountain? I do not hear."
Then the Hand spoke and said, "I am trying in vain to feel it or touch it, and I can find no mountain."
And the Nose said, "There is no mountain, I cannot smell it."
Then the Eye turned the other way, and they all began to talk together about the Eye's strange delusion. And they said, "Something must be the matter with the Eye."
Gibran Kahlil Gibran
As we walk hand in hand
And my feet feel the sand
When the sun's setting down
I can smile I don't frown
As the smell of the sea
And its sound reaches me
As the sky's turning black
And the darkness attacks
I hold your hand tighter
And the world becomes brighter
As we go to the pier
There’s nothing that I fear
And as we see the boats rock
Time stops on my clock
And I stare in your eyes
That’s when my heart flies
There is no one else there
It’s just me alone with her
Oh time flies just too fast
Forever this moment should last
Then I feel something's wrong
And I just can't hold on
And your hand slips away
I can’t see this perfect day
I open my eyes and I’m afraid
This was a dream a masquerade
And it hit like the sound of a gong
I've been fooled all along
This is wrong this can't be
Why did this happen to me
It seems like I was cheated
But for what sin I committed
And I go back to bed
On the pillow I rest my head
Oh that moment I must keep
I must try and go to sleep
And then the world becomes a blur
And again I see her
This is no dream this is real
Or else how could I feel
This sensation must be love
It seems heaven's come from above
So I shall no longer go
This dream will forever flow
Mossy